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Depression Emptiness. For a long time, I felt nothing. The same time I entered into my freshman year of high school, I also entered into a frightening state of depression which would last for three years. I'm not sure how it all started. Up until the end of eighth grade, I was a normal teenager, with no more then the usual adolescent worries of school, extracurricular hobbies (karate and piano-playing, on my part) and the opposite sex. From the onset of ninth grade, however, I began to gradually feel apathetic about all the things in which I had taken a lively interest in before. School, piano, karate and friends all seemed to be less and less important. I ended up by quitting piano and karate, which I had loved before. I didn't seem to have the motivation to continue with anything. I drew away from all my friends, and spent more and more time sitting by myself, thinking about how pointless life seemed to be and how to end it all. My grades, which until high school had been nothing but A's and B's, dropped lower and lower. I had no desire to work, everything seemed useless. I used to think, "After doing all this work, and accomplishing whatever I plan to do, what will happen? I'll grow old, die, and be forgotten." I began hoarding pills, and spending my time at home sleeping, or thinking of ways to die. My friends, of course, noticed the change in my personality. Some had known me from junior high, and others as far back as elementary school. Although they all wondered what was occurring in my mind, none really asked. Perhaps they were afraid to know the answer. The summer after sophomore year, sometime in August, was when I hit the lowest point in my life. Nothing in my life had really changed in those two year... This is ONLY a preview of the article. If you would like to view the entire document, you must subscribe to Digital Term Papers. Please register below now! Digital Term Papers has over 63,000 essays, term papers, and book notes online. Many paper sites will charge you hundreds of dollars for a single paper. Digital Term Papers only charges $14.95 for a one month membership with instant account activation! Don't waste anymore time! Join NOW!!!
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