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Term Papers on Sanity Is Over Rated
Sanity is over rated 9/10/04 “Who am I?” A strange question, I am not sure if I can answer that. Let me instead take you on a journey to see how my heart guided me in so many directions. These events and actions that brought me to where I am today. I was in private Catholic school for twelve years, throughout all my years in school I cannot remember a day that I felt getting up and going to school was going to be anything but complete torture. I was an outcast; I spoke to absolutely no one, being picked on because I was the only Egyptian any of these kids had ever met, I was beat up, spat upon, you name it; like I said torture! It took quite a long time to adjust and come to the realization that it really had nothing to do with me; it was the ignorance of my classmates. Then came high school, a whole new experience. I whole-heartedly thought it would be different. I was somewhat social in High school but did not have any interest from the boys in school. Then some thing every 15 yr old girl with a low self-esteem wants came to me, a boy’s attention. There was a problem with this boy though; he was 21 yrs old, this should have been the warning sign saying “RUN!”, but it wasn’t. I also later found out he was homeless and jobless (a legit job, he was a drug dealer). It was the basic idea that a boy thought I was attractive. Nonetheless, by the third month of dating this boy I was pregnant. This I think was the scariest thing I had ever faced, but I followed my heart. I didn’t tell anyone till my third trimester so that no one could influence me or convince me to get an abortion. When the news finally came out, it was a great disappointment, dishonoring my parents. I don’t think my dad has ever looked at me the same since that day. I was only fifteen I didn’t realize what I had gotten myself into. The months passed by very quickly, before I knew it I was almost 6 months pregnant. By this time it was about mid March 1996. I went to my bi weekly Dr. appointment, but there was a problem, it seemed my baby had a very weak heartbeat. My heart dropped into my stomach, I was terrified. I can still smell the sanitized air in the exam room when the doctor told me that there was a problem. I just kept asking, “What have I done, what have I done? ” I was totally hysterical. The doctor and nurse held me down and gave me a sedative of some sort; I was kept in the hospital for observation. Truthfully it gets rea... This is ONLY a preview of the article. If you would like to view the entire document, you must subscribe to Digital Term Papers. Please register below now! Digital Term Papers has over 63,000 essays, term papers, and book notes online. Many paper sites will charge you hundreds of dollars for a single paper. Digital Term Papers only charges $14.95 for a one month membership with instant account activation! Don't waste anymore time! Join NOW!!!
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